Monday, July 18, 2011

bleak

UMATing in SLQ
The past two days have been tumultuous. I've been happy, devastated, hopeful, angry as well as being a complete bitch to all within my immediate family. All this, because ever since I left the TSxpo, I've been angry at myself. Asking all these different universities, the perequisites, the figures of how many applicants and successful applicants they receive, the OP requirement and the ideal UMAT score, has made me realize how foolish my dreams are. All my hopes and wishes and daydreams seem to be nothing, out of my reach, impossible. And I don't know what to do. My UMATs not improving. I don't know if I have the will to maintain and improve my grades. I have no back-up plan.
Waste away. Or rise and take control.

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